Sunday, July 16, 2006

june hols are over.
well,it wasn't really considered a holiday for me..but i certainly enjoyed the times spent during the rivervale pri camp,atc at pulau ubin,mt ophir trip,the convention at st nicks as well as the prefects camp..made many new friends thru these camps and activities,it was really a great experience :))
(sorry abt not blogging on the different camps,cause i dun hv time to type out everything)

anyway,it's been 3 weeks since sch started.
there's only 2 words to describe how i'm feeling now: STRESSED AND FATIGUE

i haven't been resting well and i drag my feet to sch everyday..
homework,tests and projects are piling up,
planning for teacher's day starts,
tug-of-war competition is just round the corner,
3 days of tuition per week,
training for goh every thrice a week,
ndp training every sat..
i'm not complaing or wad,but i feel the pressure now,when everything starts to pile up..it's not easy to be the overall i/c for the teacher's day planning and for the npcc inter-unit tug-of-war competition hosted by my sch..i'm trying to manage my time and balance everything out,but at the same time,i'm really afraid that i cannot do a good job and get everything screwed up..i really hv no confidence in myself..



i wish i can fall into a deep slp and never wake up agn,
so that i can forget abt all my hmwk,tests and projects,
i can forget abt everything.
i wish someone could take me away,
away from the cruel realities of this world.
i'm dying inside,
i'm going out of my mind,
someone pls save me!!!

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