Thursday, May 26, 2005

din't hv the mood to blog yst..so wud update everything nw..

25/05(wed)- haiz..today,after the oralthorical contest,all of us went dwn to the canteen to eat..den suddenly,mr ng called all 2e1`o5 ppl to gather at the cosmic wave rm..he said sumthing serious happened..he told us that guang shun passed away on tuesday evening..i broke dwn into tears immediately..i cannot accept the fact,cuz he was still ok that day in sch..life is so unpredictable and fragile..we stayed in the cosmic wave rm for ard 2 hrs..the whole class was grieving and no1 had the mood to do anything..even when we attend lessons,no1 paid attention to what the teacher was saying,as we were all reli sad..*sighs* guang shun sits beside me in science class,and seeing his seat empty makes me reli moodless and sad =( was hving a reli bad headache after i cried..den also had no appetite to eat..after sch,had captain ball training,i reli couldn't concentrate on the game..was told by my ncos that i wasn't alert enough..yupps,guess i din't slp well too..cuz i couldn't slp..and everytime i fall asleep,i wud wake up after 1 hr,just feel so unsafe..

26/05(thurs)- the atmosphere in sch was reli sad today..almost the whole sec 2s were folding stars,cranes and hearts for guang shun..our class din't hv lessons for the whole day..we just sat at the outdoor amphitheatre and folded stars and cranes..thinking of guang shun,it just makes me feel so depressed..yupp,i noe i'm nt suppose to feel that way as guang shun wudn't like it bt i just can't control my emotions..after sch,almost all 2e1-ers (except for those who's parents doesn't allow) went to guang shun's wake..his coffin was in the living rm of his hse and he was wearing his sch uniform...that reli showed hw proud he was to be part of north vista..i managed to control myself and did nt cry in front of him..bt right after i step out of the living rm,i started to cry..its reli heart breaking to see ur friend just leave u like that..anyway,just wanna apologise to everyone around me cause i noe my mood has sort of affected all of u..i'm reli sorry..i m still trying to get over this..

posted by janice @ 8:35 PM