Tuesday, June 07, 2005

hv been reli busy these days..firstly,with npcc camp. now that its over,i'm occupied with captain ball training because the competition is this coming thursday. hmms- for monday,had training frm 9am-5pm..8 hrs of training,it was a tough one..as for today,we had training too but the duration was shorter..its frm 8am-1pm bt we were released early at 12pm..after training,went to cherlyn's hse to do project wk..we kinda finished the advertisement bt it turned out awful..so cherlyn's gonna make some amendments to it..den eileen and me wud do the powerpoint since we are nt good at designing..crystal did abit of the advertisement and abit the powerpoint..lols..nw my muscles are aching due to the intensive training,bt i guess its all worth it..thanks to all the sec 3 ncos for training us ^^

anyways,i haven't been getting enough slp these few days..am both physically and emotionally drained..sometimes,i just wanna pour out all my problems to someone whom i can trust and who is willing to listen to them..*sighs* forget it. think i better stop bothering ppl abt all my personal stuff cuz i noe i'm being reli selfish here..would try to handle all this myself since its my own problems..

[Untitled]- Simple Plan

I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I’m lying here tonight

And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

posted by janice @ 11:11 PM