Tuesday, October 31, 2006

went for 1 star kayaking course with np mates last thurs,it was super fun and i got sunburnt,haha,just imagine being under the sun for 6 hrs =X i guess i'm not fit enough cause i've got muscles aches after that. also had np trg last sat,it was the last trg for this yr. had games and all that,the usual stuffs.

actually,i'm not in a very good mood these few days. i'm just too affected by everything that's been happening around me. i've been thinking quite alot lately. i'm just not fit to be the vice-head. i didn't lead the prefectorial board well and i can't even bond all the prefects together. perhaps it was because of this that all these things are happening to the prefectorial board. i really didn't do my job well as a vice-head,oh well,i'm just not a good leader. i feel so demoralised. so many times that i broke down because of this,sometimes i really feel like giving up,but i decided to hold on,and time and again,i told myself that i must do my best for the board. however,after all these that hv happened recently,i really dunno what to do now.

i'm lost ; very.



suddenly the moment's gone
and all your dreams are upside down
and you just want to change the way
the world goes round

posted by janice @ 9:20 PM