Thursday, August 26, 2004

haven't been blogging for abt 4 days?yups...mani things happened...both in sch and outside sch...me feel so confused nw...every1 tells me their side of the story...and who shd i believe???wad shd i do???hmm...me so puzzled...so the bez is to keep quiet and nt take any sides...haha...have been doing class deco and helping to plan the class party for the past few days...am reli tired...which party shd i go???the 603 one???or the 1e1 one???haiz...i feel lyk going to both lehs...bt the prob is my sch wud end at 2.05 and i m afraid by the tym i reach rosyth,wud be very late liao...

Sunday, August 22, 2004

i juz feel so stressed up...i have been doing hmwk the whole day today...i practised how to cook my one-dish meal for home econs exam,then i did my orchid drawing and painting,after tat i did my stylised design and then my maths hmwk...oso,i have to settle who to represent our class to pay tribute to our teachers...and i hv to prepare the script...so mani things to do...and tomorrow is common test,and the worst nitemare is tat i haven't started my revision...how horrible could i be...am sure i gonna fail tis tym...nobody understands how i feel...i juz feel tat there is a 500 kg weight on me...and i juz can't breathe...my mum cums hm and she starts nagging...saying tat i hv been at hm for the whole day and yet nt doing the stuff tat she asked me to do...bt she doesn't understands me at all...i hv been stuggling to finish my hmwk and squeezing in tym to do my revision...does she mean tat i am juz slacking ard and lazing ard at hm?sumtyms,i juz dunno wad to do...and who to tell all tis to,as i dun tink any1 wud understand me...*sobs sobs*

Friday, August 20, 2004

it was ok in sch today...bt sumthing happened...ms chen wasn't here today...so,while waitng for the relief teacher,i was trying to get the class to be quiet and to ask them to volunteer or nominate ppl to either represent our class or juz do an individual tribute for the teachers day concert as every class supposed to send in 2 forms...bt,no1 seem to pay attention to me...i m lyk an idiot standing in front of the class and toking to myself...isn't tat stupid?only a few ppl bother to listen to me...and the worst thing is tat the class was making noise and there were ppl shouting...then,ms zul came up to our class and scolded us...she then asked the prefects to giv the names to her for those who were making alot of noise and shouting...bt the 6 of us refused to giv her any names and in the end,she decided to put the blame on the prefects and asked us to meet her outside level 2 staffrm after sch...were all horrified...then ethel suggested tat the whole class go together and eileen wanted to go wif me...bt i said no...coz it was betta to get only 6 ppl scolded than the whole class rite?we went to meet ms zul and she kinda gave us a lecture,asking us why we did nt keep the class quiet and so on...none of us dared to tok...in the end,she ask us to giv her the names of those who shouted again...bt we did nt giv her,then she say tat since we doesn't wanna giv her,she wud put the blame on the 6 of us and we wud do detention for her...then she ask us why the class was making so much noise and kah wai told her tat becoz we were trying to do sumthing for teachers day...actually nt supposed to tell lor,bt kah wai go and tell...nvm la...anyway hearing tat,she said tat she wud let us off tis tym becoz its for teachers day bt she say if she walk pass our class next time and see the class very noisy,then the 6 of us wud get it frm her...after ms zul's lecture...ms joseph toked to us...i wudn't say tat she was lecturing us la...bt she asked us why neva keep the class quiet...and she say she wud tok to the class on monday...hopefully she doesn't blow up and scold the class coz she sounded quite serious...after all the lectures and scoldings,i went for detention duty...then after tat,went to cp to buy table cloth for home e exam wif eileen,theresa,cherine,cherlyn,sophia,hao zhi,milfred,samuel,seng meng,jia yi,david,yongsheng and yan kang...then we met si hua,jasmine and xiao xian there...haha,gt lots of ppl...almost half of 1e1 and we were making so much noise in cp lor...haha...bt we manage to buy the vase,the flowers and the table cloth...

Wednesday, August 18, 2004

juz felt kinda neglected today,dun feel lyk toking abt it...i felt lyk a total freak...standing there,doing nth and watching the world go by...am i in the wrong world or wad?i juz feel tat i dun fit in at all...and sumthing happen yesterday tat made me feel very scared...shall nt mention it...okies,by the way,why in the world am i toking abt all tis???tink tat i shd juz drop the subject...anyway,today's lit test was ok...and home econs test was rather easy too...but i m nt sure wad to do and wad to bring for the home econs practical exam?and the exam is next wk...oh gosh...sure fail one...ok,me betta stop slacking and go do hmwk...

Sunday, August 15, 2004

changed my blogskin and music...okies,today went to pasir ris west plaza to make my specs...actually wanted to make a frameless one,bt i scared lata i too violent,then break again,moreover,i dun tink my dad wud allow...so i decided to make a half frame one instead...its purple in colour...after making my specs,went to ntuc to buy the ingredients to practice cooking my one-dish meal...i practised and it turned out to b awful...i almost throwed up after eating it...so u can imagine how awful it is...haiz...dunno wad dish to cook,can't cook tat dish already,coz its simply horrible...mus tink of wad to cook again...*sobs*tomorrow common test liao...me betta go and do my hmwk and if possible,do sum revision,okies,shd stop here...byez...

Tuesday, August 10, 2004

am so tired these few days...have been doing home econs stuff and everything i do,i wud think abt home econs...i tink its driving me reli crazy...had a hard time deciding wad to cook for the practical exams...went to hougang mall wif eileen,cherlyn,sophia and crystal...we went to popular to buy the clear file for our coursewk and then after tat went to library to borrow bks on recipes...its lyk 7pm nw and i haven't type out my 3 recipes yet!argh!!!!!!!!!!!!and i can still be blogging here...hehe...betta stop here,or lata if can't finish typing then i tomorrow sure kena scolding...

Saturday, August 07, 2004

6/8-went to sch in the morn for ndp celebration...well,they actually said tat those involved in the parade would hv their breakfasts provided and in the end,then they tell us tat no breakfast already...but its too late,cuz every1 neva eat breakfast at hm,so they gave us 10 mins to go and eat,but there were so mani ppl but onli one pathetic stall opened...i queued up and managed to get 2 packets of biscuits and milo...in the end,i didn't even finish one packet of biscuits and only manage to finish 3/4 of the milo cuz they say mus hurry up go put our bags in npcc rm liao...so rushy lor...anyway,the parade was ok,but our marching was horrendous...as every1 was cheering and shouting,we couldn't hear the command and timing,therefore,we marched reli badly...after the parade,we went for the concert and it was simply wonderful,especially the prefects dance...hehe...after everything,went out wif claire to celebrate her bdae...met her and her frenz in plaza singapura mos burger...then after tat went heeren to take neoprints...the print club was super crowded lor...but me and claire took lotz of neoprints...
7/8-woke up in the morning and my neck was reli painful,guess i didn't sleep properly yesterday and sprained it...anyway,todays a boring boring day...went to west mall to mend my glasses juz now cuz it was bent,then after tat came hm and had lunch...after lunch,came online to do home econs coursework...totally horrible...did the survey and had to ask lots of ppl online...*whew*made me so tired....guess,i shd stop here,have to continue to do my coursework...

Monday, August 02, 2004

juz changed the music of my blog to anyone of us by Gareth Gates...lurve tis song...glad tat iwebmusic.com can wk again...hehes...anyway,today i m in a reli foul mood...yesterday did home econs w/b until 12 midnite only to get to sch and noe tat the w/b needs to be handed up only tomorrow...haiz...then yesterday did paper cut until hands are aching and cut my finger...well,paper cutting is driving me reli crazy,took abt 6 hrs to complete everything...then today go sch,mdm khairiyah said tat dun hv to hand up!!!!!!!!!argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!all tis is making me feel so annoying...after sch,went to find mr spencer to ask him sumthing abt the mordern map of south east asia...then he told me tomorrow gt extra history lessons after sch,ask me to inform the class...then when i gt hm,i signed in to msn wanting to inform every1 abt it...and in the end,i manage to told every1 who are online,bt the replies they gave were lyk huh!?can dun go?why extra lessons?alot of ppl gt cca leh?as if its my fault lor...okies,nvm,i shdn't blame them...maybe they r in a bad mood oso...guess tat the heavy load of hmwk tis few days is making every1 in a bad mood...