THOSE LOVELY MEMORIES (:

28/05- had captain ball competition..its organised by our sch..woke up at 5 plus to get ready to reach sch by 6.30am..the competition started at 8am..i am 1 of the players,so,for the 1st round,we played against 4 schs,namely serangoon,punggol,zheng hua and dunman..yupp,it wasn't easy at all,esp when we were playing against zheng hua and dunman..bt the good thing is that we managed to win the 4 matches that we played,so we got into the finals =) the other 2 schs that got into the finals were yu ying and beatty..for the final round,we played against both yu ying and beatty and we won both of them!!! thats makes us the CHAMPION!!! YEAH!!!!! the 1st runner-up was yu ying and the 2nd runner-up was beatty..after the prize presentation,we got a scolding frm sir..he said that all we had in our mind were to win,and we didn't care abt hw the other schs felt..come to think of it,it was kinda true..everytime we won a match,we wud start cheering and the other schs wud just sit there nt knowing wad to do..somemore we are the organising sch..hmm,nvm..we wud learn frm our mistakes x)

29/05- went to help out in the family carnival today..i helped out at the game stall,it was quite fun actually..yupp,reached hm at 2+,den went to take a nap..i slept for 3 hrs cause i was too tired,plus the fact that it was raining..so it makes it even more cosier to slp..haha..when i woke up,i had sore eyes..my eyes were so red..argh!!!!!!!!

30/05- today's the start of june hols..wud be going to sch soon for npcc camp comittee meeting..so,wud stop here..bye..enjoy ur hols everyone!!!!!

posted by janice @ 11:24 AM

it has been ard 3 days since guang shun passed away..saw his article when i was reading the straits times today..den also saw his obituary in edulearn cuz sum1 scanned it into the com and posted it in the forum..come to think of it,its reli reli sad..i hv just lost a friend..although he's nt my very close friend,bt at least we r in the same class!!! his death is just too sudden..however,i hv slowly accepted the fact..its kinda comforting to see him smiling when i went to his wake yst..i noe death is something that everyone has to go thru,but guang shun has been thru it too early..its easy for ppl to say that its either u go thru it early or later,so dun grieve to much..but its easier said than done..there are simply too many things that happened these few days,so much so that i've been trying reli hard to balance everything out and control my emotions..this is the way life is..right nw,all i need is time to get over all these..am hoping that the coming hols would heal all the wounds..

posted by janice @ 11:16 PM

din't hv the mood to blog yst..so wud update everything nw..

25/05(wed)- haiz..today,after the oralthorical contest,all of us went dwn to the canteen to eat..den suddenly,mr ng called all 2e1`o5 ppl to gather at the cosmic wave rm..he said sumthing serious happened..he told us that guang shun passed away on tuesday evening..i broke dwn into tears immediately..i cannot accept the fact,cuz he was still ok that day in sch..life is so unpredictable and fragile..we stayed in the cosmic wave rm for ard 2 hrs..the whole class was grieving and no1 had the mood to do anything..even when we attend lessons,no1 paid attention to what the teacher was saying,as we were all reli sad..*sighs* guang shun sits beside me in science class,and seeing his seat empty makes me reli moodless and sad =( was hving a reli bad headache after i cried..den also had no appetite to eat..after sch,had captain ball training,i reli couldn't concentrate on the game..was told by my ncos that i wasn't alert enough..yupps,guess i din't slp well too..cuz i couldn't slp..and everytime i fall asleep,i wud wake up after 1 hr,just feel so unsafe..

26/05(thurs)- the atmosphere in sch was reli sad today..almost the whole sec 2s were folding stars,cranes and hearts for guang shun..our class din't hv lessons for the whole day..we just sat at the outdoor amphitheatre and folded stars and cranes..thinking of guang shun,it just makes me feel so depressed..yupp,i noe i'm nt suppose to feel that way as guang shun wudn't like it bt i just can't control my emotions..after sch,almost all 2e1-ers (except for those who's parents doesn't allow) went to guang shun's wake..his coffin was in the living rm of his hse and he was wearing his sch uniform...that reli showed hw proud he was to be part of north vista..i managed to control myself and did nt cry in front of him..bt right after i step out of the living rm,i started to cry..its reli heart breaking to see ur friend just leave u like that..anyway,just wanna apologise to everyone around me cause i noe my mood has sort of affected all of u..i'm reli sorry..i m still trying to get over this..

posted by janice @ 8:35 PM

met up with min hui,jasmine hu,jia qi and juvenal at compass pt today..den took mrt all the way to harbour front and den we changed bus 100 to queensway shopping centre..we took abt an hr to reach there..anyway,went there to buy some stuff for obs..i bought my sports shorts and an adidas water bottle..the things there are reli cheaper..lols..after buying our things,we had our lunch in mac,den took mrt back to kovan..we went to the hang ten there to buy t-shirts for obs..i bought 3 t-shirts-1 pink,1 blue and 1 black..hmms..after that,went to take neoprints..haha,it turned out nice =) spent ard 80+ going 100 bucks on obs stuff..hoping that the course wud be a fun one x)

posted by janice @ 10:00 PM

woke up at 5am today..bathed and ate my breakfast,den went down to take taxi to sch..am suppose to meet my npcc mates at 6.15am outside sch for newpaper big walk..we reached kallang stadium at ard 7+..oh wells..we waited for awhile before the big walk started..haha,reli feel so satisfied..got a sense of achievement..cause all of us manage to complete the whole big walk which was 10km..lols..my leg muscles are reli aching nw..after big walk,went to orchard to hv lunch with sera,theresa,amalina,amirah and huda..amalina,amirah and huda decided to go mac to eat,so we parted with them..den me,sera and theresa went to takashimaya basement to eat..the food was nice x) yupps..after that,we shopped ard at paragon and heeren..actually wanted to take neoprints at heeren bt decided nt to cuz there were only the 3 of us..haha..went hm at ard 2+..reli tired nw..

posted by janice @ 6:20 PM

wanted to update my blog yst bt was too tired to do so..lol..anyway,had npcc training yst..we had the npcc day parade cause we din't do it on npcc day as it was exams period..so yst was a make-up..yupp,after the parade,we had PT,which was VERY TOUGH..we did 70 pumpings,70 sit-ups,70 squads,70 burpists and 70 leg raise..reli tiring..that explains my muscle ache today..haha..after PT,we played treasure hunt..one of the task was reli lame,we were suppose to find a spider -.- after PT,we had mass jogging..frankly speaking,i dun reli like mass jogging..haha..and at the end of the training,we had the passing out parade..the sec 4 ncos were wearing their full-u..after the parade,the sec 4s threw their beret..haiz..so sad..sec 4s are leaving us already..den we saw that the sec 4s were crying,and we felt like crying too..wanna thank all the sec 4 ncos for all the training they had given us and all the scoldings and punishments they had becuz of us..we are gonna miss all of you..finally,just wanna say......SEC 4 NCOS RAWKS!!!!!

posted by janice @ 12:49 PM

mid-year exams results are out today..it was reli disappointing..haiz..

My Results:
English- 78/110 [A2]
Maths- 81/100 [A1]
Science- 66/100 [B3]
HCL- 89/160 (55%) [C5]
Geography- 69/100 [B3]
DnT- 67/100 [B3]
Art-17/40 (42%) [E8]

i reli did very badly this time..only 1 A1 and 1 A2..i dun noe if the paper itself is difficult or i din't do well..for geog,science and dnt,i only need a few more marks to get an A2..argh!!!!!! as for hcl,when i gt the paper,i just cried..i only passed by 5 marks..and hw am i going to take express chinese 'o' levels nxt yr?i reli dunno wad to do..think i made the wrong choice last yr..i shd hv dropped hcl since my chinese suxs..and for my art,i can't believe i failed it..i also broke out in tears when i saw my marks..i took 2 days to practise my blending techniques and wasted so much time going to the library to borrow art books,bt i still failed..yar,i noe my art suxs,i am neva good at my art..*sighs* everything seems so hopeless now..the worst thing is that its streaming this yr!!!!! i just feel so stupid to be crying over exam results..to need ppl to console me and give me advice..they already are sad abt their own results,and they still hv to console me..how useless can i be..can't i even control my own emotions?can't i be stronger and nt be so pessimistic?i hate myself,i hate you janice..

posted by janice @ 4:54 PM

oh wells,i haven't blogged for ard 4 days?yupps..so i guess i wud update everything at one go now x)

sunday- practised my art for the whole day..den came online,and some1 told me some stuff,got reli reli sad..haiz..i dunno why i cried after hearing that..

monday- LAST PAPER TODAY!!!! had my art exam today..i din't blend the colours well enough for the banana,lols..den mr ng ask me why my art wk is 2-d..haha,i told him that i din't noe hw to draw 3-d =pPp after art paper,had np meeting until 12+,den went to heartland with theresa to meet cherlyn and eileen..we had our lunch at mac,and den went to take neoprints..yeah!!!!! it was super fun..think this time was the most successful one,all the neoprints turned out very nice =) bt too bad,i can't scan it and post it here cuz my scanner spoilt..

tuesday- today's marking day,so dun hv to go to sch..bt i still went to sch for the lit drama rehearsal..during the rehearsal,we wasted far too much time on getting the props out..that was bad..so after that,we decided to add in some stuff..we decided to make a ppt presentation on the backgrounds of each scene..den we added music to some of the scenes..yupps,after discussion,priscilla went for chinese dance,desmond went to play basketball,min xuian went hm,den sam,milfred and i went to compass food court to eat..after lunch,rushed dwn to ang mo kio to meet my mum,den went to ang mo kio polyclinic for check-up for my obs..the doctor say must take my blood sample for blood test..so the nurse inject a needle into the part which is near my elbow joint,den collect a small bottle of blood for blood test..den i think the nurse is kinda inexperienced,cuz after that,the part where she inject became blue black..

wednesday- had the lit drama competition today..come to think of it,it was nth to be nervous abt,instead,we reli had lots of fun x) bt in the end,my class still gt consolation cuz we read frm cue cards..the champion is 2e6 and the 1st runner up is 2e4..congrats to them ^^ after the competition,we had our recess and den we proceeded to the sceince centre at ard 11..watched the 2 movies titled "the mystery of the nile" and "mystic india" in the omni theatre..the theatre was dome shaped,so when u go in,it wud make u feel dizzy..there's one part for "the mystery of the nile" where by it gives u a view of the nile river frm the helicopter..and the helicopter was moving very fast..and because of the dome shape,it gives the effect that u r reli in the helicopter..yupps,it was reli nice,bt after the show,it makes u feel dizzy..i even felt like throwing up..den the "mystic india" one features an 11 yr old boy who travelled for abt 8000 miles on feet for 7 yrs..the boy even went to the himalayas to meditate there..lols..after the show,we took the bus back to sch..the bus trip was real long..it was ard an hr..so lots of us fell asleep cuz we were all tired,den sam and jillson went ard taking pictures of ppl slpin -.- reached sch at 3+,went to cp straightaway with crys,eileen,cher,theresa,sop,jasmine and juvenal..we had our lunch in yoshi..yupps,thats abt it..results for our mid-yr exams wud be out tmr..think i hv to prepare a box of tissue for myself >.<

posted by janice @ 6:27 PM

today's another boring saturday..woke up in the morning,had my breakfast,came online and den started practising on my blending techniques for art..after that,went for maths tuition..haiz..poor me,hv to go for tuition even though exams are over..moreover,my teacher still gave us revision papers to do.. i wasn't in the mood to do revision papers,so i din't complete it..hees..reached hm at ard 3.30pm frm tuition..den i had piano lessons at 4pm..after piano,i came online and went to do my art agn..decided to draw a bowl placed on a table with 2 oranges inside it..den there wud be a banana,some cherries and an apple on the table..hmms- i took ard an hr just to practice painting the cherries..*sighs* i drew so many cherries to practise blending bt my blending still sucks..am so afraid i wudn't be able to score well for art,cuz i heard ms low say that she wud only give us high marks if our blending is VERY good..well,at least i noe thats impossible for me..

posted by janice @ 10:19 PM

hey ppl,am in a super good mood today,feeling exams-free although my last paper is my art paper on moday ^^ firstly,let me comment on the dnt paper..wud say that its quite hard,cuz we were only told to study on materials and in the end,there were qns on marking out tools and cutting tools too..i din't noe hw to do alot of them,so,think i'm nt gonna do well for this paper..anyways,went to npcc rm with theresa after the exams to call everybody to ask if they going for the newpaper big walk,cuz today's the dateline for registration..after that,both of us went to compass pt mos burger to have our lunch..den went up to the library to meet cherlyn and eileen..saw lots of 2e1 and 2e2 ppl there..haha,we were making lots of noise..cuz all of us were searching for art books,hees,we are all doing last min preparation for art exam..and guess who we saw in the library?mr reduan,mrs somu and mr joseph ng!!!!!all of us freaked out,lols..bt surprisingly,mr reduan and mrs somu said hi to us =) den we went to ask mr joseph ng on some art stuff cuz we still had some doubts on the art paper on monday...after that,jasmine hu shared with us her experience in the hospital and she told us ghost stories..but we were all feeling very cold,so cherlyn,theresa,jasmine hu,jasmine chi,min hui,hui chin,juvenal and me decided to continue chatting outside 7-11,somewhere near the lrt..we chatted on almost everything..first,we talked abt ghost stories,den the burmuda triangle,den on 3rd dimension,and abt smoking and exams..lols,we talked for abt 3 hrs,i broke my 2 hrs record!!!! hahahaha..after that,cherlyn and jasmine chi wanted to take a break,so all of us except jasmine hu and min hui went to buy something to eat..hmms..we were so bored to the extend that we went to courts..haha,den hui chin and me went to look at the mp3s..yupps,went hm only at ard 4+ going 5..today's reli fun,it rawks x)

posted by janice @ 11:29 PM

science paper was today. hmms- its nt as scary as i think it is! in fact,i can say its quite easy..except for the atoms part,i din't reli study that chpt..lols..felt quite relaxed after this paper..cuz dnt and art paper are nt as impt,bt i still wish to do well in order to pull my overall marks up x) yupp,think i gonna stop here,dun reli hv the mood to blog today..

posted by janice @ 3:42 PM

had geog paper today..only 2 words to describe it-complete nightmare..haiz..there goes my a1 or even a2..the mapwork was super difficult,and the structured qns too..struggled thru the paper..i din't noe how to do ard 6-7 qns out of the 15 qns for the mapwork..as for the structured qns,think i'm gonna loose ard 5 marks for each whole qn..*sighs* i studied till ard 1pm yst and even studied in the morning today..wrote notes until there were blisters on my hand,but it seems tat it din't help at all..i still ended up not knowing how to do so many qns..could see tat everybody were reli gloomy after the paper too..haiz..i managed to hold back my tears in class bt i still cried in the toilet..its nt tat i like to cry or something,its just that i am just reli disappointed with myself..am afraid that tmr's science paper wud end up like this too...

posted by janice @ 5:59 PM

*whew* maths paper is finally over..was so super worried abt it. studied till 12 midnite yst..paper 1 today was quite alrite,just tat i m nt sure how to do ard 1-2 qns..*sighs* den for the speed problem sum in paper 2,when i FINALLY manage to get the equation,times up..argh!!!!!!!!! dunno if i wud do well tis tym..den after the paper,mr ng gave us sum tips on wad to study for geog paper tmr..after tat,came hm and decided to take a nap cuz i was reli tired..i slept at 2.30pm and set my hp alarm clock to 3.30pm..den when the alarm clock ring,i woke up,stop the alarm clock and just closed my eyes..i only thot of slping for another half an hr bt in the end,i slept till 5pm *sharks* i haven't started revision for geog yet..oh wells,tink i shd end here,have to go study geog..tink i gotta burn the midnite oil agn >.<

posted by janice @ 5:34 PM

woke up in the morning and found out tat it was raining very heavily,wad a good tym to slp..haha,dun feel lyk waking up,bt no choice,cannot slp till too late..after tat,studied for awhile and den went for maths tuition..came back frm tuition,came online and wrote my science notes all the way until 5++ going 6. after tat,went for dinner at fish & co. with my family to celebrate mother's day..the food there was nice,yums- x) yupps,tats abt it..wanna wish my mum a happy mother's day..lurve u *muacks*

posted by janice @ 8:43 PM

had maths tuition and piano lessons today..i tink i m reli going crazy. i dreamt tat i was given only 1 hr to complete all the papers for the 7 subjects..den i couldn't finish my science..i woke up and almost cried,only to realized its a dream..ok,this may sound stupid but i m reli scared that i cannot finish my science paper cuz i dunno how to do the qns..i dunno why but i m just super worried for my maths,science and geog..for maths,the more practice papers i do,the more nervous and frustrated i get cuz i realize i dunno hw to do lots of qns,and i fear tat the same thing wud apply to me during the maths paper..den for geog,i completely hv no idea hw to study it..i wanted to write notes bt i dunno hw to organise them as some of the notes tat mr ng gave and the info in the textbk are somehow different..*sighs* feel like crying nw =(

posted by janice @ 7:09 PM

cut my hair yst,today go sch gt alot of ppl say i look better with long hair..me,myself tink so too,i look so ugly in tis hairstyle,it sucks..lols..oh wells,english paper was quite alrite today,just that i din't manage to write my last point for summary and count the words..sad..reli scared that tis wud pull my marks dwn..went hm straight after the english paper..was kinda tired,so went to slp frm 3pm-5.30pm,woke up and started sneezing..guess i caught a flu cause of the recent weather change.. den tmr and monday gt no paper,so dun hv to go to sch,wud take these 4 days (fri,sat,sun,mon) to study and prepare for my other papers..tink i'm going out with cherlyn and eileen tmr too. going to library to borrow art books for cherine and myself,after that,going to cherine's hse to help her in her homework..

posted by janice @ 7:21 PM

had my hcl paper today..was feeling kinda extra,cause mrs lee asked me,cherlyn and sera to sit with the guys just because we r taking hcl..lol..paper 2 was real hard,i couldn't rmb hw to write most of the words and i tink i did badly for the zao ju. *sighs* i gave myself ting xie yst bt i still forget how to write the words,stupid me..den for paper 1,the ying yong wen was quite alrite,bt the zuo wen was bad..all the topics were so diffucult..i tink i wrote out of pt for the topic tat i wrote abt..guess i reli wudn't do well tis tym for hcl =(

posted by janice @ 7:15 PM

omg. exams are tmr. hw tym flies. hmms- just finished writing all the words to learn for chinese test tmr. am reli reli worried for my compo,cuz my chinese compo just sucks,i always cannot find anything to write for it. den today gt back my marks for geog test and d&t test. gt 20/25 for geog,its quite alrite,i guess,bt i deproved by 2 marks,haha. den d&t paper..*sighs* i failed it..gt 20/50..stupid drawing,it pulled my marks dwn,nvm..i wud try harder for my SA1..oh wells,my ca1 grade nw..gt an A2 for both english (72.4%) and maths (72.1%)..was actually quite disappointed in my english marks cause i expected myself to get an A1..yupps,tink i shd end here,g2g study for chinese test,bye..to everyone: all the best for all your exams =)

posted by janice @ 6:48 PM

i dunno wad has gotten into me today..hey,its suppose to be a public holiday and i m suppose to be studying. bt i just can't concentrate..i dunno wads wrong with me either,was feeling so restless just nw,haiz. hv been listening to perfect 10 for the past few days,and doing my revision at the same tym,bt i seem to be paying more attention to the radio den my studys..i just dunno wad exactly is wrong with me,exams are nearing and i can still be slacking here. *sighs* i guess i m just nt in the mood..

posted by janice @ 6:24 PM

yst went to aunt's hse in the morning. my sis went swimming and i brought my maths practice paper there to do..after that,had lunch and den went to maths tuition. reached hm at abt 4+ frm tuition and had my piano lessons..anyway,exams are just round the corner..i feel kinda relaxed nw cuz i m finally freed frm all the projs..*whew* the projs are reli reli making me so tired,tat explains my panda eyes,i guess..today's labour day,tink i'm gonna be good and stay hm the whole day to do my revision and hmwk..den tmr is publi holiday,wud be going out to eat lunch with my relatives x)

posted by janice @ 9:49 AM