THOSE LOVELY MEMORIES (:

today was ok in sch...during the hist presentation,my cd can't open,so wud be presenting on mon...haha...so happi...hees...anyway,i mus go on diet already...becoming fatter and fatter...haiz~! muz reli loss wait or wud becum a big elephant in no tym...haha,eng and cme paper is tmr...very scared tat i fail my eng,then cannot get promoted to sec 2,muz be retained...wah,very scary lehz...freaks me off...okies,gotta go study already,wud stop blogging here,byez...

posted by janice @ 5:17 PM

had the music proj grading todae...our grp gt 19/30...so low rite,highest is 21/30...then we hv to do peer assessment and i gave the rest of my grp members all 29/30...haha...todae si hua showed me her stack of science notes...my ogsh,so thick lor,haha,me lazy,only write for chpt 13 and 14...chtp 1 only halfway thru...gotta buck up liao,or reli can't finish it b4 exams...haha...

posted by janice @ 5:51 PM

me juz came back frm tan tock seng hospital...went there to visit my grandma as she was admitted tis morning due to lack of blood...i was quite worried for her as she seem so uneay...and when she gt her injection,she was lyk screaming...my gosh,i feel the pain too...i dunno why...hope she wud recover soon...

posted by janice @ 10:45 PM

oh wellsh...sch was ok todae...did the music proj and after tat,went for prefect's jog session...we didn't jog to punggol park though,cuz mr reduan has meeting...so we played captain's ball and we juz cheer...haha,it was fun and enjoyable...very relaxing too =p bt i dunno anything abt the music proj cuz of the prefect's bonding session...i mean i dunno when i shd cum in and wad so eva...juz afraid tat i wud mess up everything on mon,which is the grading day of the music proj...hopefully i m nt blur...haha...k lar,very late already,and i m still blogging here...gotta go slp liao,me pig lor,muz slp early one,hees,byez...

posted by janice @ 10:52 PM

yoz,changed my blog music to wang le ai by toro...me lurve tis song although i dun reli lyk the singer...haha...anyway,sch is ok today...bt i cried in sch today...cuz of _______________embarressed myself in front of so my frenz -.- tmr gt hmt test and home econs test,mus go do hmwk and study liao...

posted by janice @ 8:14 PM

tat wasn't reli wad i meant...shit me man...i hv hurt another person's feelings...haiz...tat wasn't reli wad i mean by getting me into trouble...*sighs* why izzit lyk tat?i didn't mean it!!!!!!!!!! perhaps d wurld wud reli be a betta place w/o me...i juz can't stand it when i see ppl ard me so sad and hurt...especially me being d culprit...

posted by janice @ 10:50 PM

maybe i shd juz look on d bright side of life...i oso dunno why i suddenly so optimistic bt i saw tis guy in lrt today and he kinda inspired me...he was handicapped bt he juz looked so cheerful...moreover,he's lyk only abt 17-20 ova lyk tat...realized tat i m very fortunate already...so i juz shdn't complain juz becuz a few ppl dislyk me although i feel really uncomfortable if sum1 is angry at me or wad...well,hz continued to ignore me today even though i already said sorri to him...i hv forgiven him already,bt i dunno if he forgiv me already...bt nvm...cuz i wudn't want sum1 to forgive me only after i beg him or wad...hopefully he wud forgive me one day,cuz i reli dun want sum1 to be angry at me or wad...haha...anyway,i feel much happier after i try to untie the knot in my heart...i shdn't be so selfish as in to care abt myself only...shd think of hw others feel too...i finally realize tat even if i m sad,i shdn't show it in front of my frenz cuz me dun wanna affect their mood too...so,frm today onwards,i shd try to keep a smile on my face everyday...and i wud try to make my frenz happi when they are sad even if i m in a reli foul mood cuz if others are happi,u wud feel happi too ^_^

posted by janice @ 7:38 PM

i feel lyk telling ms joseph tat i dun wanna be chairperson animore...i juz can't take it animore!!!!!! i juz feel tat there is a betta person to take ova me...its betta tat way...i can't even do a simple job lyk keeping the class quiet...and controlling my temper...guess hz is still angry at me...perhaps becuz i shouted at him yst asking him to return me the photo and he shouted back...then today i tok to him,he simply ignored me...i am juz so bad tempered...i smsed him today to say sorri bt guess he did nt accept it...*sobs*i juz feel so uncomfortable hving one person beside me who is angry at me...mayb i reli shd juz tell ms joseph to ask the class elect another chairperson...i m juz nt fit to be one...to me...everything seemed to be so fake...no1 cares abt me...i hv to try and make my frenz happi even when i m sad,or they tink i angry at them or wad...no1 understands hw i feel...sumtyms,i juz feel lyk crying...no1 seem to be there to listen to me...i am no1 bt juz a stupid idiot...i sux!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

posted by janice @ 11:02 PM

its a brand new term again...its the start of term 4...well,its a reli short term i can say,only hv 7 wks,and after tat wud be december hols!!!!!!haha...exams are cuming soon...gotta reli study hard...stayed back after sch to do the hooked on reading bt still didn't manage to finish...many teachers are nt here today...ms joseph nt here and mrs sankar nt here...so we had relief teachers...haha...guess tat during the hols every1 starting to fall sick,including me...got a bit of flu yst bt am ok nw =)

posted by janice @ 6:43 PM

yoz...me here to blog again...hees...okies,hols are gonna be over,wud be going back to sch tmr...so sian bt me looking forward to it,cuz can see my frenz...haha...and no needa stay at hm do hmwk...haha...hols to me weren't reli hols bt the days for 'chers to giv proj for us to do and weight us wif loads of wk...me still haven't finish my sch hmwk yet,hehe...betta go do nw or reli can't finish liaoz,bye...every1 reading tis,all d bez in the cuming next term and hope u all do well in ur exams...cheers!!!!!!

posted by janice @ 5:41 PM

ok,wad exactly is wrong wif me today?morn still ok la,went cherlyn's hse do music proj...bt after tat go sch,then my mood change liao...sum1 said sumthing which made me feel very hurt...am i being to sensitive or wad?i reli dunno...or am i tat hated?i juz dunno why i am feeling so blue these few days...so mani things hv happened...my family...and my frenz...and i m beggining to slack...haven't finished my hmwk yet...me betta stop slacking liao...or i reli gonna deprove...

posted by janice @ 6:44 PM

i juz hate myself...wad exactly is happening to me?i oso dunno...i feel so useless,i juz can't get little things done properly these few days...on mon,we went to esplanade library and for goodness sake,i can't even find a single bk on the heritage of singapore for my cme project...then yst i left my cd in the library com,and i thot the diskette was wif cherine until i found out lata tat it was wif me...then 2day,i bake the cookies and it turned out black cuz i dunno i 4gt or wad,bt i only on the lower heater when i m supposed to on both the lower and upper heater -_-" i feel tat i m at fault if the projects can't be finished...then my grp wud get scolded...is it betta off w/o me?perhaps...i am juz so forgetful these few days...am i losing my memory soon?i juz feel so worried abt my hmwk and projects....wad if i can't finished them?then wud hv to face the music when sch re-opens...

posted by janice @ 5:46 PM

*yawnz* its so late and i m still blogging here...hehe...today's a reli tiring day...in the morn,suppose to wait for eileen and cherine at 119 bus stop to borrow camera frm mr spencer...then i missed the bus...the 2nd bus came and i flagged for it...its either the bus driver juz didn't see me or tat he purposely pretend neva see me...so he juz drive past lor,w/o stopping to let me get on d bus...i was reli fared up...decided to meet eileen and cherine at kovan instead...more convenient...hees...then we reach kovan and went to the hawker centre there to eat and to take photos for our home econs project...after tat,sophia joined us and we went to clarke quay to do our cme project...went there to take pictures...cuz we noe tat kw,sm,milfred,cw and winston oso going clarke quay,so actually decided to meet,bt they very tuo tuo la la,so we went there first...haha...then we were lyk playing hide and seek lor...haha... after tat,took mrt to city hall and we walked to esplanade library...actually wanted to find bks regarding clarke quay bt in the end,can't find any bks,all the bks there were regarding the arts...haiz~! we so pathetic lor...then after tat,bought instant noodles to eat,no hot water liao,so we filled it wif plain water and put it in the microwave in the stall lor...reached hm at abt 7.30...so tired...ok la,me needa go sleep liao,2mr still needa go sch at 9am to do project,byeZ!

posted by janice @ 11:12 PM

::Sept Holiday Assignments::
[essay writing on folktales]
[maths ex 12c,12d,12e]
[montage w/s pg 1 and 2]
[hmt w/s]
[hmt jian bao]
[home econs w/s]
[online quiz]
[home econs coursework]

::Projects::
[home economics]+[visit to hawker centre]
[music]+[ostinato]
[litereature]+[brochure/oral presentation]
[cme]+[brochure design of a landmark]
[art]+[paper cut]

::Go back to sch::
[7/9]+[malacca trip ppt]
[8/9]+[prefects meeting]+[npcc training]
[9/9]+[npcc training]
[10/9]+[history fieldtrip]
[11/9]+[npcc training]

posted by janice @ 2:43 PM

whoosh...juz came bk frm sch...today had envisioning ex rite after sch at 2.30pm...then after tat,hang ard in sch until abt 5.55pm then decided to go hm...hehe...gt a whole list of holiday assignments...gonna wk reli hard dis sept hols...or else wud nt be able to finish my projects...

posted by janice @ 6:59 PM

Lyrics for the song 'Love Me' by Collin Raye

I read a note my grandma wrote back in nineteen twenty-three.
Grandpa kept it in his coat, and he showed it once to me. he said,
"boy, you might not understand, but a long, long time ago,
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none, but i loved your grandma so.

"We had this crazy plan to meet and run away together.
Get married in the first town we came to, and live forever.
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet, instead
Of her, i found this letter, and this is what it said:

If you get there before i do, don't give up on me.
I'll meet you when my chores are through;
I don't know how long i'll be.
But i'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see.
And between now and then, till i see you again,I'll be loving you. love, me.

I read those words just hours before my grandma passed away,
In the doorway of a church where me and grandpa stopped to pray.
I know i'd never seen him cry in all my fifteen years;
But as he said these words to her, his eyes filled up with tears.

If you get there before i do, don't give up on me.
I'll meet you when my chores are through;
I don't know how long i'll be.
But i'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see.
And between now and then, till i see you again,
I'll be loving you. love, me.
Between now and then, till i see you again,
I'll be loving you. love, me.

posted by janice @ 3:13 PM

hey...today gt no sch...teachers day...stay at hm do hmwk and of cuz use the com la...haha...hv so much hmwk to do...gd thing tat the conflict yesterday has been solved or i reli dunno wad to do lor...haha...bt today i feel very confused and bottled up...wudn't wanna say wad is it...ok,shd end here...me betta go prepare some stuff to put up on d class noticeboard...

posted by janice @ 1:01 PM