Sunday, July 31, 2005

wanna talk abt my npcc training on fri. its totally horrible. we had the ndp rehearsal and everything went wrong. we practised so hard for our drills and in the end,we did not march well during the parade..it was so heartbreaking to hear sir say that our marching can't even be compared to the sec 1s. it must be reli terrible..haiz..we trained so hard for it,bt we still didn't do well..all of us were disappointed =( anyway,i've been feeling rather left out recently..i think its because of the fact that i hv meetings and trainings everyday,so now,i cannot spend time with my friends together after sch..i feel so extra when they are talking abt some things which i dun understand..the more i try to understand the ones around me,the more unfamiliar and alien they are to me..*sighs* i only hv myself to blame for neglecting them..oh wells..i've been trying my very best to cope,esp my sch wk,bt seriously,i dun think i'm coping well..i just can't believe that i haven't handed in any part of my coursewk when all my friends already handed in their task analysis and 3 dishes..haiz...thats why i spent my whole afternoon today trying to complete everything..time reli flies..and tmr is monday agn..i haven't even rested well during the wkends..argh!!!!!!!!!! feeling so stressed up now..there's lit test,history test and science test nxt wk..wad to do?life is like that..

posted by janice @ 6:37 PM

Saturday, July 23, 2005

hmm..dun feel like blogging abt this wk..sorri..anyway,i'm down with flu and sore throat..was nt feeling very well these few days..haiz. everything's in a mess,and so is my life. why can't everyone around me be happy? sometimes,i just wish that i could shut myself off frm this cruel world. *sighs* after trying to manage everything by myself for the past few wks,i finally broke down- i cried. i couldn't hide my tears any longer. why must life be like that? i just feel so terrible,when everything seems to go wrong..i'm tired of it. there seems to be tons of wk to be done,and i can't find time to do them. i already sacrificed my tv time and even the time when i come online..now i only use the com for less than an hr a day,unless i've to do my hmwk..but i still dun hv time to do my stuff..wad in the world is happening to me??? i can hardly breathe..i feel like there is a 100 kg weight on me,making me feel so stressed up. i've been trying to balance my commitments to my cca,prefects,sch wk,friends and family..bt it doesn't seem to wk..maybe i just need more time. anyway,wanna apologise if i just throw my temper on u guys for no reason. i was just feeling very frustrated. am reli sorri,i dun mean it.

posted by janice @ 10:45 PM

Sunday, July 17, 2005

here to blog. oh wells,attachment at st nicks was reli great. felt reli welcomed by the st nicks gurls on my first day(monday) there..pei yi,pris and me were attached to class 2 diligence..it was a fantastic class. met my ex-classmate wei ling,was reli happi to see her =) yupp,over the 5 days,we participated in different activities..we gotta learn indian dance and we even danced the st nicks mass/family dance..den we went to toa payoh swimming complex to support st nicks in the swimming competition..hmm..bt i didn't get enough slp through the 5 days..cause i hv to go back to north vista everyday to collect hmwk..the worst thing is that we hv to change 3 buses frm st nicks in order to get there..the bus trip takes ard an hr plus..so i was reli tired..bt i guess it was all worth it =D on the last day,the 3 of us each got a present frm 2 diligence..they had this "farewell party" for us. den we took lots of pictures and the whole class even escorted us to the canteen to meet mrs somu. reli wanna thank all 2 d gurls for everything they've done..ok,that was abt the attachment...as for the wkend,i'm trying to brush up on my sch wk as i missed one wk of lessons due to the attachment..anyway,i just watched this chinese movie called "angel heart" on channel 8. it was reli touching. hahas. i almost cried cause the lil boy passed away in the end. it makes me think of gs. haiz..

posted by janice @ 6:00 PM

Sunday, July 10, 2005

updates for the wk..there's nth much to post actually..everything's as per normal..went for the entreprenuer course,ndp training,npcc training and prefects meetings..frankly speaking,i haven't been coping well..same thing as last wk,i've been reaching hm at 7+ going 8pm due to all the trainings,meetings and stuff..den there's a whole lot of wk for me to do..hmm..looks like i reli gotta learn hw to manage my time well. anyway,i wud be going for attachment at st nicks frm tmr all the way till friday..that means that i wud nt be attending sch for 1 wk..am quite worried for my sch work actually..so i guess i wud be going back to sch everyday after sch at st nicks end to collect my hmwk..yupp,thats abt it,just hope that my stay at st nicks wud be a great one x)

posted by janice @ 2:30 PM

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

it's the start of another new wk agn..went to fish & co. to hv dinner yst with my family..the food there was yummy =) haha..its a treat frm my dad for youth day x) thks alot daddy!!! hmm..went to sch today..nth much..stayed back after sch for the entrepreneurship course..den after that,went hm..reli very tired these few days ,haiz..wud hv to reach sch tmr at 7.30am for NDP rehearsal..so,think i end here for nw..take care everybody..

posted by janice @ 8:58 PM

Saturday, July 02, 2005

its been abt a wk since i posted..i was reli busy these few days that i dun hv time to post..had been reaching hm everyday at 7+ going 8pm..reli tired and worn out by all the activities. anyway,i wud update everything nw x)

27/06 (monday)-sch re-opens today..was reli happi to see all my friends =) miss all of them esp 1e1-ers!!! haha..was given a new timetable. yupps,den after sch,had excos meeting..was told by yeong chyun that pei yi,priscilla and me was selected to go for the attachment course at st nicks while kah wai,milfred and desmond were selected to go for attachment course at anderson sec.

28/06 (tuesday)-got to know our history teacher,its ms joseph,yay!!! so happi to hv her teach us history ^^ den we changed our science teacher to mr tan..bt as he went on re-service,we had a relief teacher-mdm wong..she wud be teaching us the whole chpt on electricity..am kinda worried cause she doesn't reli explain the concepts well..den for maths lessons,we had a new maths teacher-miss tan,and for ur information,she's the 4th maths teacher we had already..after sch,had my first entrepreneurs training..its quite fun and we gotta name our own company..si hua,su shan,jasmine,michelle,crystal and me were in the same grp and we named our company "wadevA pte ltd" haha..si hua was the CEO for our company..

29/06 (wednesday)-went to sch early today for ndp training..it ended at 11+ and i didn't hv time to eat my lunch =X as for lesson time,there's nth much to say except that OUR MATHS TEACHER CHANGED AGAIN!!!! ITS THE 5TH TIME ALREADY!!! i wud just talk abt the past four maths teacher..first one was mrs sankar,she went on maternity leave,so changed to mr lewin sim,den mr tan,den ms tan and the present one is ms chew..haiz..i'm reli worried for my maths,cause our maths teacher keep changing..argh!!! ok,guess i wud just stop complaining..anyway,after sch was prefects meeting..we got a lecture frm mrs somu abt our attire and attitude..the meeting ended only at 6+..

30/06 (thursday)-today,cherlyn,sophia,bowie,jessica,sera,si hua and me helped mdm seah to decorate her classroom after sch..it was so difficult to get the shelf fixed..sop and me spent ard an hr on it,bt still didn't manage to fix the shelf properly..overall,wud say that the decorations was below standard cause we didn't had time to think abt the design..

1/07 (friday)-today's a reli tiring day..before napfa test started,i went to np training for awhile..we played captain ball..reli fun =) den we had our napfa test..here's my results:
Sit-ups- 36 [A]
Standing Broad Jump- 172cm [B]
Sit And Reach- 44cm[B]
Inclined Pull-Ups- 12 [B]
Shuttle Run- 11.39 Secs [A]
my overall score is 22..its nt too bad bt still can be improved..i expected myself to get 24..hmm..nvm,wud try harder nxt yr..after napfa,i went for np training and we had to do PT!!!!! argh!!!! i already felt so exhausted after napfa and nw i hv ot do PT agn..haiz..nvm..reached hm at 7+,almost 8pm..oh ya,today's rui ren's bdae..wanna wish him a very happi bdae ^^

2/07 (saturday)- woke up in the morning,feeling so sleepy..my muscles are all aching frm napfa and npcc yst..had tuition at 1pm followed by piano lessons at 3.35pm..yupp,guess thats all..anyway,wanna wish gabriel and aaron a happi bdae x)

posted by janice @ 4:57 PM