reached sch at 8am today to help out in vistarian idol auditions. i was in charge of registration (: so the contestants started coming at around 8.30am,and there were 7 of them from 4E2!!! =D
perhaps some time ago,reality shows like singapore idol were rather popular but i think it wouldn't last for long. it's wearing off now cause there are just too many of these shows coming up that ppl are not interested in it anymore. the same goes for vistarian idol. for the past few years,the response had been rather good but this year there weren't many ppl who joined. there were only 24 so it's kinda pathetic. most of them are from upper sec,and the sec 4s make up the majority. maybe if i weren't organising it,i would join too?since it's our last year in school,we should just go for it. haha,but if i join,i'm sure i'm gonna make a fool out of myself. i can't sing for goodness sake xD anyway,a little dedication below to 4e2 peeps who joined the contest [:
to chin chin: don't be discouraged. at least you were brave
enough to go for it! yupp,you did your best alrdy =)
to bryan,juv,looyee,wanjing,chui laam,dudley: hey ppl! congrats
for passing the audition! next round will be a tough one but i'm sure all of you
will be able to do well! you all have my support! yay! 4e2 rule! haha,jia you!!!
:D
after the auditions,i went up to the heritage room to help the rest with the street name project. everything is more or less completed except that we still have to type out a few of the descriptions for the street names. headed home at 12.45pm. was supposed to accompany pris to j8 to buy some stuffs but i didn't go,cause i was too tired and i needed the time to do my work.
sorry priscilla! anyway,all the best for your concert
tmr! if you're nervous,just think of me and everything will be fine :DDD
hahahaha,don't get muscle ache from playing the piano! xD
i guess there's a limit to everyone's tolerance,inculding mine. i'm not a superwoman. i'm just an ordinary human who needs time to rest too. i really hope you put yourself in my shoes and understand how i feel.
teamwork is not just about one person,it's about everyone working together towards a common objective. there may be conflicts and disagreements on the way but we all need to learn how to compromise. all of us have different characters and the only thing we can do is to accept one another for who they are. i really wish that everything will turn out fine and things like this wouldn't happen again.
i'm tired of putting on a fake smile every now and then.
i'm having flu and very very bad blocked nose now :(((
school today was not too good for me cause i wasn't feeling very well. had headache after recess and it got quite bad i had to get panadol from juv. headache was gone after that but i felt abit feverish,couldn't really concentrate during class. felt much better after school though. stayed back in np room to do the proposal for this friday's training. only came up with a draft,will be having a meeting to come up with a more detailed one tmr. yupps,thats about it,nothing much about today.
dad: i don't know why i teared so much after you asked me those few questions. maybe there's some problems between you and mum but it seems to me that you still can't forget what happened 4 years ago. it hurt me so much that i took such a long time to get over it. you think it's easy for me to keep everything to myself when i was only pri 6 then?it was a painful stuggle and i didn't know who to turn to. now that everything's settled,why rake up the past again?i don't wish to be reminded about it and i don't want history to repeat itself again. i really don't want that scar to resurface again.
i changed my blogskin again. i needed some motivation and that's the reason why i decided to choose this skin. will be getting my o level chinese results on 9th feb. i'm really worried now cause i'm afraid i wouldn't be able to get an a1 or a2. if i get anything below a2,i'll be super sad and disappointed..i think the chances are low,but anyhow,i hope a miracle will happen and i'll be able to get an a,best if it's a1 [:
yesterday went to school in the morning for alumni meeting to do the street name project. after that headed home to bathe and then met theresa and pris at cp to go to temasek poly open house. saw michelle,yang ling and peggy on the way so we decided to go together =) reached there at around 2pm,saw loads of ppl from our school,haha..the open house was not bad,ppl there were friendly and nice =D we went to the engineering school and business school to take a look at their courses. after that,it became quite boring,so theresa,pris and me left for town. when we reach there,it started pouring and it's difficult to get around as there aren't many covered walkways or linkways for us to get from one shopping centre to the other without being drenched in the rain. apparently,only theresa brought her umbrella,so we had no choice but to walk in the rain. moreover,3 of us were wearing jeans =X pris needed to buy formal clothes for concert so we went shopping for it at far east plaza,taka and wisma but couldn't really find any suitable ones. so we headed down to bugis and finally we found a suitable dress at bugis village,it was 9.15pm by then,haha..took us a whole day just to shop for a dress. perhaps we were all too fussy about the clothes,lol! but it's worth it afterall (: after that we walked around to look for kah wai's birthday present. it's very belated cause we didn't have time to buy it the last 2 weeks. in the end,we bought a sling bag for him! the design is so cute :D haha,we alrdy rented a locker so we're gonna out that bag into the locker and then write him a card and put it inside too. gonna give him the key to the locker tmr,hope he likes it! [:
the past week had been all about meetings and proposals. planning for prefects meeting and exco meeting,writing proposals for sec 1 training and so on. there were a few days i didn't get to slp cause i had to write the proposals,do the admin work because the new sec 1s are coming in as well as to complete my hmwk. it's been a tiring week for me,and a stressful one too.
the very first sec 1 trial training didn't go that well. it was quite screwed up due to the wet weather. there were many last min changes and we quarelled abit as a result also. oh well,i hope everything goes well this week. or maybe i shall put it in another way - i shall make sure everything goes well this week [:
went for the alumni youth wing induction in school last sat. there were me,pei yi,milfred,min hui,yeo mei,jia qi,xiang yu,winston and donavan,of course not forgetting the youth wing people (: yupp,it's actually a ceremony to formally acknowledge that we are in the youth wing now. then there's this ritual which all new members have to do,and that is to drink the "youth wing spirit". it's a concoction of snake water,apple vinegar,chilli sauce and orange squash,and for the guys,a raw egg will be added. it's super disgusting and the cup is the size of a bubble tea cup,moreover it's one full cup and we must finish it. man,i really don't know how to describe the taste of it,and i think with the chilli sauce added,it just makes the whole thing worst. you can literally feel your stomach "burning" after gulping the drink down. come to think of it,i can still taste the drink at the back of my tongue >.< so after the drink,we had bbq dinner. the food was nice but there were still lots of leftovers cause i think they ordered too much food. got to know more ppl in the youth wing and i must say they are all really nice! haha,at first,we were abit anti-social cause we kept playing dai dee but after we got to mix around with the ppl for awhile,things got better =D they taught us how to play a new game called "bridge". it's a poker card game that englishmen play and it's really fun,very thrilling..haha!
i admit i wanted to back out when i was first informed that i'm in the youth wing. it's not that i dislike it or anything of that sort,but the main reason is that i've too many things to handle,and i'm afraid i cannot put any commitment in it. but after thinking about it,i decided to just stay on,cause it's like since the rest of them can do it,i'm sure i can too =) alright,so this decision means another commitment cause we'll be involved in planning events like vistarian idol,vistarian race and so on. i hope this wouldn't affect much of my school work or anything.
YOU CAN DO IT JANICE! :D
life is still as busy as ever for me since school started. teachers have been stressing alot on O levels and i know i really got to work hard this year.
had a maths test today and i don't think i'm gonna do well this time. i didn't study much except reading through the notes my tuition teacher gave. was really busy with prefects and np stuffs these few days that i didn't have time to study for it. yes,i know i'm just giving myself an excuse,because i could have slept less or not sleep at all if i wanted to mug a maths,but i chose my bed over my a math book instead. it's just too tempting :( i seriously need some motivation to study.
anyway,i've been feeling really lethargic lately and it makes me lose concentration in class. i may be looking at the teacher and it seems like i'm listening to what she's saying but in actual fact,nothing goes into my mind. i hate this feeling!!! it's like you're trying so hard to get things into your mind but your mind just refuse cooperate. RAHHH!!!
i guess things wouldn't be the same anymore
